What it means to me: Eating Guideline #1 Eat when hungry

When I first read Geneen Roth's Women Food and God last July, I was very excited. It was all I could talk about. I was about three fourths of the way through the book when I read about the Eating Guidelines. <br /><br />I couldn't wait to read the "Eating Guidelines". So I skipped ahead to page 111, eagerly reading what I just knew would change my life. <br /><br />Guideline #1 - Eat when hungry.<br /><br />What the hell? I was angry. Furious at this Geneen Roth woman. She must be a freaking idiot to write such nonsense. Eat when hungry? Seriously? Excuse me lady, but that's what got me up to 240 pounds. If I had kept eating when I was hungry, in a few years I would weigh five hundred pounds. I'd become a bed person and they'd have to cut down the walls to get me out of my house. Eating when hungry? Who would think of such foolishness?<br /><br />I felt like I'd been scammed. Cheated. I was hungry 24 x 7. I thought of food continually. If I really ate when I was hungry, I'd never put down my fork. So much for Geneen Roth. I was done with her.<br /><br />Then there was the workshop. You have no idea how much I didn't want to go last weekend. I was dreading it. Thankfully Grace decided to go too. If it hadn't been for her I may have just not showed up, and then I would have missed one of the best learning experiences of my life. <br /><br />Eat when hungry. <br /><br />What does that mean? Sounds pretty obvious, if you're hungry, you eat. Not exactly rocket science. But wait. There's more. When are you hungry? Do you even know? I didn't. I thought I was always hungry. I thought I had some type of mental or physical disease. Most people don't obsess about food like me. It's like there was something wired wrong in my brain, something that made me think I always needed to eat.<br /><br />After the workshop I started to really analyze my feelings of hunger. Was I really hungry? Or was it something else?<br /><br />Maybe I was hurt because my husband said something insensitive, or he left for work without a goodbye kiss, just a "bye, see you later!" as he ran out the door. <br /><br />Maybe it was worry about my job and that stupid NY Times article about if you're unemployed now at age 55 you'll probably never work again. <br /><br />Maybe it's rejection, lack of love, fear of being homeless...maybe it's none of those things, maybe I'm just thirsty or bored. <br /><br />I remember once I told a coworker that I was starving to death. I was being super strict with my diet (Weight Watchers), and I was really hungry. His comment was "well, eat something!". My response, "I can't do that! I might gain weight!".<br /><br />Stupid, stupid girl. I really was hungry. Why didn't I just eat? Because I was afraid of gaining weight. It's been my lifelong theme.<br /><br />I'm coming to terms with the idea of eating when I'm actually hungry. What's harder is coming to terms when it's something else and that something isn't thirsty or bored. What about rejection? Or the feeling of not being loved and cherished? Loneliness. Sadness. Past hurts. Current hurts. Fear. Feeling those emotions isn't fun. It would be easier to push them down with food. It's easier to just not think about the bad stuff.<br /><br />The thing I'm most amazed about is that this isn't the hardest guideline for me, although it's somewhat difficult facing all those emotions I use to smash down with food. I was sure it was going to be impossible. I was sure I'd want to go on a full out binge. Surprisingly I really have no desire to eat like a crazed, food obsessed mad woman.<br /><br />For the first time in 42 years, I think I know what it's like to eat like a normal person. Normal has always been my goal. I just want to feel normal about food, and I want to be a normal weight. <br /><br />I'm still early into this process, and I have a lot to learn about myself. It's only been five days and I'm sure there will be bumps in the road. I only know that in a short time I've made huge advances in how I feel about food, about myself. I feel more comfortable with my decisions of what I'm eating, more relaxed. Calm. <br /><br />Eat when hungry. Apparently it is possible for me.

What it means to me: Eating Guideline #1 Eat when hungry

When I first read Geneen Roth's Women Food and God last July, I was very excited. It was all I could talk about. I was about three fourths of the way through the book when I read about the Eating Guidelines. I couldn't wait to read the "Eating Guidel…

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We’re over the hump!

<p>Did you miss my WI post yesterday? Click <a href="http://weightloss-stories.blogspot.com/2010/10/10-reasons.html">here</a> to check it out!</p> <p>I’m getting low on oatmeal so today I had a packet of Quaker Oats Blueberry muffin oatmeal! I made it in to <strong>banana blueberry oatmeal</strong> for <strong>3 points</strong>! Surprisingly good combo!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNx4u48GBdKkpXtMGayFUI4XLYJQ2mxGtgnhXlJ45_mSg_uD18ROhlzxnJNAbF3HYYoHOW68MxsU4oEpl291T8U0-t2VNOs8n98WHZhtylkMoEfLqLadex2C42XIfwDc9e-LE6cE7eBkx1/s1600-h/DSC09013%5B3%5D.jpg"><img alt="DSC09013" border="0" height="304" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEipXGSVIyVZCLwmydmv3h6VfvLFRgrCaO_spwFtuhovh0zaiFiKTxe-4tC0Irpke0uYWHZWUULUdDtq6pOmUmPtHpbxrLF04guU8ARUWrUohmiCID80rJaWE0dY61eFU-8rVUCGp6HJOuje/?imgmax=800" style="border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-bottom: 0px" title="DSC09013" width="404"></a></p> <p>I sliced up a <strong>peach</strong> for my morning snack. I thought it was ripe, but it was quite light colored on the inside! Still tasted good though for only <strong>1 point</strong>!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhIm1WpY28RxI49S7MDo69ihvpFpJHcJO5rlL6PDRQNx86lKTVviGMicFIWvuAUEvcVz3lAKo-QLffLlzCejtqq3FYWph2OwqKjWPtDizv9ycYOkIte-DpZRi5-j_xq1m6dnw5sfpoGBzqx/s1600-h/DSC09014%5B3%5D.jpg"><img alt="DSC09014" border="0" height="304" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhM5GE-v6Xin72B6wO6FJAhV31ug2438HGX9VUnXilQHE0v-sqoe9Rk6iAqQCdpRyLKCG_Qw9AZ8Z3pILw5XqLNOWYrMumHbd8hTvbfMy2zzRg4M_p5ooSrQZjnlfiZLD9DzZausf3Do7Yt/?imgmax=800" style="border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-bottom: 0px" title="DSC09014" width="404"></a></p> <p>It was a usual busy day & lunch was here before I knew it! I had a plate full of goodness consisting of <strong>carrot sticks</strong>, a <strong>ham & turkey sandwich</strong> with <strong>cheese</strong>…<img alt="DSC09016" border="0" height="304" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjz41eyY8YWcywlq2oyLnRYNjJRI4DPQMYhoIkjt4bo0KwKRbJqKgTVMJDTFP8OC5ZV86XJdAsoKE031at1SnkL1A8d05ZBAegF5st50Ut2FigeXMCIgCjHu1-BRpoCVQWYq0AZlX2uQq0u/?imgmax=800" style="border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-bottom: 0px" title="DSC09016" width="404"></p> <p><strong>1/2c cottage cheese</strong>, and <strong>1 c grapes</strong> for a total of <strong>6 points</strong>.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJAvsdk4iA0Vl9GqK3K8-HRDpFGY4c55KH2Q6XgLcuLXffMatnxJCbfyqwriYbWKtwNT4tBb_RdhY4kQ_tXdhTrAvaTkXp80HB8msYZDZH-xezUSRiCjNnFNyaS6oy0LPZTPRPwO1I8xFy/s1600-h/DSC09015%5B7%5D.jpg"><img alt="DSC09015" border="0" height="304" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhISXcH4HBkMMBUu3uvhv2L6CVklCqqr7ZGcdHj-0Sji1jEJO8ZeXtzMsL25vUnl-T0vbZ5Vz70Fk351RertFQE4fYRTnn9p0kWTmaNB9rFqhxwa9CU5Z7h374utlSWWShUw7GsYtxfxfyn/?imgmax=800" style="border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-bottom: 0px" title="DSC09015" width="404"></a></p> <p>I had BIG goals for my afternoon, trying to get some important reports done! By 5pm my eyes were going “buggy”!</p> <p>I came home for a nice quiet evening in!I ended up snacking on a serving of <strong>cottage cheese</strong> while cooking for <strong>2 points</strong>.</p> <p>Supper today was a “go-to” favorite combo of mine, <strong>2oz whole wheat pasta</strong>, <strong>sautéed zucchini</strong>, and <strong>1/4c 2% shredded mozzarella cheese</strong> for a total of <strong>5 points</strong>.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihQyVPwAfp4rfwJdqZP5ptsH7t2hLbUlmQneGrzRqlEjGVOgBYAc8mjFs0x0Rl78Cecr2wNbXl5WIQpody9sPGi7KXFNcvGr0FUO5d91l9hensLMuMaCgHTCuDOy4Dp_SQj5ri4OSN5ICI/s1600-h/DSC09017%5B3%5D.jpg"><img alt="DSC09017" border="0" height="304" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiznoMRwkJWQEO3C3QcTPLtQG1RQ6NfGiUmLtRXGJ_9NOWSNExVPN9rfbU56-IuQsIzEKe1sNuD5WEUb82pA_kqQWpvS4LHI-BHX6FZwLUWQ9s2bK4Zan5IhbWYeIRCG6CazJKgkzhKz1iK/?imgmax=800" style="border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-bottom: 0px" title="DSC09017" width="404"></a></p> <p>Kyle and I finished our quiet night in with a glass of <strong>white wine</strong>! We don’t drink wine too often, but we’re on a mission to find one we love! I guess you could call us newbie's to the wine world! I had 1 small glass for<strong> 2 points</strong>. <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiNKhwV4tRFCsgpEZoKSuOIpZnxxy1gpjE7dkzpZaBKNjcfSahfsJL4KPDAZzLgrt0of6ICGcZ0bwgxWZ8BBeIHgYv4sY48LLB0v2CDqfmdTIwvh8qVvU4xPSsEtlJg_Xqsqwr8zNIW4OGv/s1600-h/DSC09018%5B4%5D.jpg"><img alt="DSC09018" border="0" height="471" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgCZLchhZq72lZCjskvwEuINajL08vSLy4EURkH4-FnYoLDBBQyOocPYlR2PPF7aRyjUTL7x6IdlwxE3bDCLKbFErDhi8w10LRPeV6cV3bB7BpYpkYffeOZfUKfLIdnUobx7DqAe8fvT3au/?imgmax=800" style="border-right: 0px; border-top: 0px; display: block; float: none; margin-left: auto; border-left: 0px; margin-right: auto; border-bottom: 0px" title="DSC09018" width="354"></a> <strong>WEDNESDAY’S STATS <br></strong>POINTS = 19/23 <br>WEEKLY ALLOWANCE POINTS = 0 used/35 remaining <br>ACTIVITY POINTS EARNED = 0 today/4 week <br>H2O = 122 oz <br>EXERCISE = none</p> <p><strong><em>Are you a wine-o? Any good advice or suggestions for this newbie?</em></strong> <p>Lastly, check out my two news tabs at the top, <a href="http://weightloss-stories.blogspot.com/p/tips.html">tips</a> & <a href="http://weightloss-stories.blogspot.com/p/recipes.html">recipes</a>!</p>

We’re over the hump!

Did you miss my WI post yesterday? Click here to check it out! I’m getting low on oatmeal so today I had a packet of Quaker Oats Blueberry muffin oatmeal! I made it in to banana blueberry oatmeal for 3 points! Surprisingly good combo! I sliced up a p…

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Light, Shadow and Synergy ~ von Sternberg and Dietrich, Part III

<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaddiQJ9_NAT8zWS3qg5tty2-JtQRNztxu20ONGXZ4WAeLQx-ch42uwaJenpQ5bXZA1rI2bkXObj_Dc2CPxTcOLFRUOV7U_qau_dDY-ZlEeK9soAJ8cDqaxlpXh28ltYeMR9IUxCeYE4nN/s1600/devil+poster.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ex="true" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjaddiQJ9_NAT8zWS3qg5tty2-JtQRNztxu20ONGXZ4WAeLQx-ch42uwaJenpQ5bXZA1rI2bkXObj_Dc2CPxTcOLFRUOV7U_qau_dDY-ZlEeK9soAJ8cDqaxlpXh28ltYeMR9IUxCeYE4nN/s400/devil+poster.jpg" width="258" /></a></div><br /><span style="color: #990000; font-family: Arial; font-size: x-small;"><b>Scroll down for Parts I and II of <i>Light, Shadow and Synergy</i>...</b></span><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span style="color: #990000;"> </span></span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Arial;">In 1933, during a hiatus between studio contracts and filmmaking, Josef von Sternberg traveled to Germany to explore establishing Marlene Dietrich and himself at UFA, the studio where the two had made <b>The Blue Angel </b>three years earlier. Just as the director was returning to the U.S., recently appointed Reich Chancellor Adolf Hitler suspended the German constitution and soon began revoking the citizenship of Jewish artists and scholars; not much later came the burning of books. Back in America, von Sternberg, an Austrian Jew, and his star signed on once more with Paramount where the director's new contract gave him almost complete autonomy over his films.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">He later wryly reflected on his next (and last) two productions with Dietrich, “I completely subjugated my bird of paradise to my peculiar tendency to prove that a film might well be an art medium…”</span><br /><a name='more'></a></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Of the first of these, <b>The Scarlet Empress </b>(1934),<b> </b>von Sternberg recalled, “The film was, of course, a relentless excursion into style…the tapestry of the Russia of Catherine the Great was evoked in all its grandeur, though it was a re-creation not a replica…” </span> </div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: left; margin-right: 1em; text-align: left;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8mijMqT6AluVW_IR5Uvwzn5k80FgJ01nKk-VYc2V2WCHsa6q6qy_PIaH0BquzuA02iDJ27m0b0A2Jugac1p2OdiFTe4wG8LChO78B0w69FkHqFL853R8Q7dPyyMOoG4lzasuqrUNL3wya/s1600/scarlet+with+horse.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" ex="true" height="192" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg8mijMqT6AluVW_IR5Uvwzn5k80FgJ01nKk-VYc2V2WCHsa6q6qy_PIaH0BquzuA02iDJ27m0b0A2Jugac1p2OdiFTe4wG8LChO78B0w69FkHqFL853R8Q7dPyyMOoG4lzasuqrUNL3wya/s320/scarlet+with+horse.jpg" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Scarlet Empress</td></tr></tbody></table> <br /><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">"Based on a diary of Catherine II," von Sternberg’s re-creation follows the life of innocent young princess Sophia of Germany who is summoned to the Russian court to wed Grand Duke Peter (Sam Jaffe), a lunatic. Eventually adept at palace politics, the disillusioned royal wife (now called Catherine) becomes increasingly detached and power-obsessed, ultimately and victoriously seizing the throne in a coup. Along the way, she also becomes a powerful seductress whose countless lovers include a great number of soldiers in the Russian Army.</span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Von Sternberg’s re-imagining of events was so opulent and unusual that audiences and critics may have been put off by its byzantine iconography, Grimm’s Fairytale-esque characters and overt eroticism. <b>The Scarlet Empress</b> was unlike any of the many other Hollywood-produced historical spectacles of the era. </span><span style="font-style: normal;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Critic Robin Wood suspected that "ironic tragedy and a kind of macabre farce" were so closely bound within the tone of the film that audiences and critics simply weren't ready for it.</span></span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br /><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"></span></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;"><b>The Devil is a Woman</b> (1935), reveals von Sternberg and Dietrich at the pinnacle of their partnership, though it, too, failed to connect. Von Sternberg, uncompromisingly expressive, produced a masterwork - audiences and critics and foreign governments be damned...</span><br />  <br /><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 1em; text-align: right;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVXwGOevBxjUnaWxE0uspl_CgvoHRpGkRX_9GUiOWkgbdKWZzO5vWyN-AMaws4NEPlDv35qt__G4b180ksWWqN4K1pw6MhSNf617OCNIpehLIAcgSE009wfk-4WSx-qrik8UXiuKvD2G7O/s1600/the+devil+is+a+woman.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; height: 171px; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; width: 211px;"><img border="0" ex="true" height="171" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjVXwGOevBxjUnaWxE0uspl_CgvoHRpGkRX_9GUiOWkgbdKWZzO5vWyN-AMaws4NEPlDv35qt__G4b180ksWWqN4K1pw6MhSNf617OCNIpehLIAcgSE009wfk-4WSx-qrik8UXiuKvD2G7O/s200/the+devil+is+a+woman.jpg" width="200" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Devil is a Woman</td></tr></tbody></table><span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">The film begins in turn-of-the-century Spain at the outset of a carnival. Arriving on the scene is exiled freedom fighter Antonio Galvan (Cesar Romero) who flirts with Concha Perez (Dietrich), the local femme fatale. A tryst is arranged but before they meet Galvan encounters old friend Don Pasqual (Lionel Atwill) who relates in humiliating detail, told in flashback, how his enchantment with Concha ruined him. Pasqual makes the younger man promise not to see Concha again but Galvan and the woman do meet and this sparks a duel between the two men. Concha and Galvan run away together but Concha proves to be...capricious.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Arial;"><b>The Devil is a Woman</b> is a visual carnival. Von Sternberg saturates the screen in every scene with layer upon layer of filigree and texture (streamers, confetti, balloons, masks, scarves, veils, mantillas, sequins, bouquets, shutters, screens, baskets, stairways, archways, ironwork, birds, horses, sheep, trees, rain, mist, plumes of smoke). It is also a witty flamenco demonstrating the futility and absurdity of enslavement to superficial beauty and romantic ideals. Strains of Rimsky-Korsakov's "Capriccio Espagnol" punctuate this cruel and ironic tableau...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: Arial;">Dietrich portrays Concha, the spoiled and wily coquette, with an operatic flamboyance reflected in every gesture and inflection, in her makeup, costumes and coiffures. </span><span style="font-family: Arial;">Lionel Atwill is at his best, and most notice that his performance as Pasqual is an artful take on von Sternberg himself. Cesar Romero is charming as the younger fool; Edward Everett Horton is a droll choice as the local governor.</span></div><br /><span style="font-family: Arial;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">As the production was ending, von Sternberg wrote a note to Dietrich about their final film, "My parting gift to you will be the greatest "Dietrich film" yet. In it, I give you all my talent. You will see the ultimate Dietrich and it will be your favorite of our seven films."</span></span><span style="font-family: Times New Roman;"> </span><br /><br /><div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">In the end, it was Dietrich's favorite film, not just among those she made with von Sternberg but of all her films; she felt it contained her best performance and showcased her at her most beautiful. But, she also remembered, “Josef von Sternberg’s decision, against my will, to terminate our collaboration – to which the studio executives probably also contributed – marked for me the beginning of a long series of mediocre films.”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"> <br /><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 1em; text-align: right;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi73dFewu-1NGTo4OYFSHb0nLvz3TB0h-6Cwww8NY1g_lJDyupKBKkGfrBM11yKf594IdKptVIIi9ZKJ-tlQCyqjl7isgHXOxkNJ_QbvO6V09muPFGCzl_wX2akoITluegw6cF7O0vANozC/s1600/destry.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; cssfloat: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" ex="true" height="156" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi73dFewu-1NGTo4OYFSHb0nLvz3TB0h-6Cwww8NY1g_lJDyupKBKkGfrBM11yKf594IdKptVIIi9ZKJ-tlQCyqjl7isgHXOxkNJ_QbvO6V09muPFGCzl_wX2akoITluegw6cF7O0vANozC/s200/destry.jpg" width="200" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Destry Rides Again</td></tr></tbody></table><span style="font-family: Arial;">Dietrich, whose screen goddess persona became more fixed and formal (her daughter observed that her mother's image was no longer recreated but simply perpetuated), managed to rebound. I</span><span style="font-family: Arial;">n her autobiography Dietrich wrote that, in 1939, producer Joe Pasternak called her to say he was willing to take a risk and make a picture with her (she was by now "box office poison"). When told it was a Western, her instinctive reaction was to turn it down. However, she wrote, “Josef von Sternberg advised me to take the offer.” Her comeback in <b>Destry Rides Again</b> (1939) <b></b>was one of the most dramatic in Hollywood history and she went on to become an enduring legend.</span><br /><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><table cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: left; margin-right: 1em; text-align: left;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaXmY0rY3zrNDyrl6zmdywtbCUkLA9eFfMJCP-qsWtGU21AYa0XC_bY4jbJwPXBtoA_yM2F26t0m8qMnJBY4KurO3O0jDoxH39ipcbd7pnDUnhytCH_QcQoOkHY-It5aY47K2bw0ZCd_o0/s1600/shanghai+gesture.png" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; cssfloat: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" ex="true" height="152" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiaXmY0rY3zrNDyrl6zmdywtbCUkLA9eFfMJCP-qsWtGU21AYa0XC_bY4jbJwPXBtoA_yM2F26t0m8qMnJBY4KurO3O0jDoxH39ipcbd7pnDUnhytCH_QcQoOkHY-It5aY47K2bw0ZCd_o0/s200/shanghai+gesture.png" width="200" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">The Shanghai Gesture</td></tr></tbody></table><span style="font-family: Arial;">Von Sternberg directed only a handful of films in his remaining career. Though a 1937 production of <b>I, Claudius</b>, starring Charles Laughton and Merle Oberon was promising, it was never completed; <b>The Shanghai Gesture</b> (1941) is the best known of his post-Dietrich films. The director's final film, <b>Ana-ta-han </b>(1953) was made in Japan, in Japanese with the director's own voice providing English narration.</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Josef von Sternberg was fortunate enough to be "rediscovered" during his lifetime. <b>The Devil is a Woman </b>had become a "lost film." Pulled from circulation in 1935 under pressure from the government of Spain, all prints were thought to have been destroyed. But in 1959 the Venice Film Festival screened von Sternberg's own print; both film and filmmaker were showered with accolades. He became the subject of documentaries, wrote his idiosyncratic autobiography, <u>Fun in a Chinese Laundry</u>, and lectured on film at UCLA. Today his work is regularly studied in film programs and screened at festivals and retrospectives around the world.</span><br /><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><br /></div><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Dietrich would always give von Sternberg full credit for her success, “I was nothing but pliable material on the infinitely rich palette of his ideas and imaginative faculties.”</span></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><br /></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><span style="font-family: Arial;">Von Sternberg's assessment was slightly different, “I did not endow her with a personality that was not her own…I gave her nothing that she did not already have. What I did was to dramatize her attributes and make them visible for all to see...”</span><br /> </div></div></div><div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt;"><div style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none;"><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitcQ8q_MZh2bv0_lHHnQdXW4ksCYrRFsi33J0eYmlTIQaGpx5kj59eLPjoHCEthvq8Z-DRDE7UyjXt565sZXvsY8C2eT3fcmsuUX1f-50I0JR1TURDbUiB6oeY6xd4CDz_x5XWudscD_o2/s1600/von+sternberg+oberon+laughton%5B1%5D.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" ex="true" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEitcQ8q_MZh2bv0_lHHnQdXW4ksCYrRFsi33J0eYmlTIQaGpx5kj59eLPjoHCEthvq8Z-DRDE7UyjXt565sZXvsY8C2eT3fcmsuUX1f-50I0JR1TURDbUiB6oeY6xd4CDz_x5XWudscD_o2/s400/von+sternberg+oberon+laughton%5B1%5D.jpg" width="293" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">von Sternberg, Oberon and Laughton</td></tr></tbody></table><br /><i><span style="font-family: Arial;">Released this August by Criterion,</span></i><i><span style="font-family: Arial;"> <b>3 Silents by Josef von Sternberg</b>  - the set includes his signature work of the late silent era - <b>Underworld</b> (1927), <b>The Last Command</b> (1928) and <b>Docks of New York</b> (1928).</span></i></div></div><div></div><div class="separator" style="border-bottom: medium none; border-left: medium none; border-right: medium none; border-top: medium none; clear: both; text-align: center;"></div>

Cesar Romero Charles Laughton Joe Pasternak Josef von Sternberg Light Shadow and Synergy Lionel Atwill Marlene Dietrich Merle Oberon Sam Jaffe The Lady Eve (author) Light, Shadow and Synergy ~ von Sternberg and Dietrich, Part III

Scroll down for Parts I and II of Light, Shadow and Synergy... In 1933, during a hiatus between studio contracts and filmmaking, Josef von Sternberg traveled to Germany to explore establishing Marlene Dietrich and himself at UFA, the studio where the…

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