Is it really a choice?

After all my "let's be positive because it's a choice" I had a really lousy day today. I woke up late, missed my morning workout, and was late to work. Then I was assign two awful projects to manage.<br /><br />I worked out after work and it was difficult. The extra 22 pounds feels like an extra 50 pounds, especially on the tricep pushups and chin-up assist machine.<br /><br />On my way home I called my husband and asked him to get rid of the cashews he bought at Costco and the four different kinds of cheeses he got for New Year's Eve. They've been calling my name every night, and I can't take it anymore. He said he'd get rid of them.<br /><br />When I got home after my workout you'll never guess what was in the kitchen. Pizza! Seriously Jack, are you freaking kidding me? Pizza?! I swear he wants me to be fat.<br /><br />Although I'm trying to be positive and optimistic, I'm just not feeling it tonight. Maybe tomorrow.<br /><br />~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<br /><br />I never do these questionnaire things but a friend sent this to me so I thought what the heck, I'll do it so I can email it back to her. Then I had the bright idea to post it here so you all can get to know me a little better. Because I'm sure you're all just dying to know what color of socks I'm wearing tonight. ;)<br /><br />1. What is your occupation right now? Applications Analyst / It Project Manager<br /><br />2. What color are your socks right now? Blue<br /><br />3. What are you listening to right now? Cobra Starship on People's Choice Awards - Hot Mess. They sound off key and kind of horrible.<br /><br />4. What was the last thing that you ate? Pizza. Blame my husband.<br /><br />5. Can you drive a stick shift? No<br /><br />6. Last person you spoke to on the phone? Jack (my husband)<br /><br />7. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Yes :)<br /><br />8. How old are you today? 54<br /><br />9. What is your favorite sport to watch on TV? Ice skating or sometimes football if it's one of my teams (Seahawks or Broncos).<br /><br />10. What is your favorite drink? water<br /><br />11. Have you ever dyed your hair? yes<br /><br />12. Favorite food? Cheesecake<br /><br />13. What is the last movie you watched? It's Complicated (loved it!)<br /><br />14. Favorite day of the year? My birthday (because I get what I want that day and I always take off work)<br /><br />15. How do you vent anger? Scream...seriously, I do. Probably need anger management classes or something. Unless I'm at work. Then I just walk away...then I scream. :)<br /><br />16. What was your favorite toy as a child? My first bike, the brand was Firestone and it was a sparkly kelly green<br /><br />17. What is your favorite season? Spring<br /><br />18. Cherries or Blueberries? I love both but probably Washington Rainier cherries<br /><br />19. Do you want your friends to e-mail you back? Yes<br /><br />20. Who is the most likely to respond? Twila<br /><br />21. Who is least likely to respond? Linda<br /><br />22. Living arrangements? Married<br /><br />23. When was the last time you cried? Really cried - my brother-in-law's funeral in November. Just a few tears, stupid BL show last night.<br /><br />24. What is on the floor of your closet? Oh man, too much junk...Shoes/two suitcases/cat kennel/a lamp/an empty tripod box - yes I need to clean my closet. :)<br /><br />25. Who is the friend you have had the longest that you are sending to? Twila<br /><br />26. What did you do last night? Watched Biggest Loser<br /><br />27. What are you most afraid of? Becoming a homeless bag lady or a contestant on BL<br /><br />28. Plain, cheese or spicy hamburger? cheese<br /><br />29. Favorite dog breed? mutt from the Humane Society<br /><br />30. Favorite day of the week? Saturday<br /><br />31. How many countries have you lived in? 1<br /><br />32. Diamonds or pearls? Pearls<br /><br />33. What is your favorite flower? Iris<br /><br />35. What is your favorite color? aqua

Is it really a choice?

After all my "let's be positive because it's a choice" I had a really lousy day today. I woke up late, missed my morning w...

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