Settling for good enough

We all settle for things in our lives that are a little or a lot less than what we wanted or expected. If you've ever settled, it's something you've accepted as part of your life. You made the decision that it is "good enough". <br /><br />That's what I've done with my weight. I've settled into this 176 range and accepted it as good enough.Yet it's a completely unacceptable weight for me. It's ridiculous that I've gained 20 pounds in the past six months. What's even more ridiculous is that I've tried to fool myself into thinking this it's okay. I use stupid logic with myself, telling myself that I'm a "little" overweight and that's okay. Most people are a little overweight.<br /><br />Well, it is really isn't okay, and I'm ready to do something about it. <br /><br />I complained yesterday about my exercise, that it was lackluster and boring. Last weekend I bought another strength training book. I cracked it open this morning and it's a really good book. I already own about ten strength training books, including NWLR4W (which I hate). This book is great because it's doing different variations of the same exercises I've been doing. <br /><br />This morning<em> </em>I tried a couple new things. Bicep curls using a slanted board (much harder than my concentrated bicep curls). The other doing the lat pulldowns while on my knees. It's suppose to work the glutes in addition to the lats, and mine have been sore all day. Just small changes in old exercises made all the difference in the world. I highly recommend this <a href="http://www.amazon.com/Womens-Health-Big-Book-Exercises/dp/1605295493/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1266476515&sr=1-1" target="blank">book</a> ($14.99 at Costco).<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzxjJOXbbY-MszWEQcc6dIvSpegUb4ogk7rDggOXujZaap2FaUBmrqHqJ2cUe_KBF0g-tiAdjc5iByVARrMk4-j6zOCkDWDboAnNiV09OKxtOJTNNeU-2-IzPT_hf2QKGWJey5hgYEgkkZ/s1600-h/book.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ct="true" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgzxjJOXbbY-MszWEQcc6dIvSpegUb4ogk7rDggOXujZaap2FaUBmrqHqJ2cUe_KBF0g-tiAdjc5iByVARrMk4-j6zOCkDWDboAnNiV09OKxtOJTNNeU-2-IzPT_hf2QKGWJey5hgYEgkkZ/s320/book.jpg" width="297" /></a></div><br />I bought new workout shoes on Monday, Asics Gels (GT-2150). I've had three pairs in the last three years and love them. These are a new, improved (and more expensive) model. I wore them Tuesday and wanted to amputate my feet after my workout. I tried them again this morning and they were like wearing pillows. I think I had the laces too tight on Tuesday (stupid me!).<br /><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0pdiL_VgBuOlfUstyJdrmC5TUm1sfFHj-uJbGTkIy5bLzNwEiV1w7t4dOqsP8DsqRaGq1s8M3qNy_5DUuB2eKkgjV8hBza7A53IXp62LkS_tIKzrk3EcGI82EzXF3CEyFNGUi9isDzFu4/s1600-h/Shoes.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ct="true" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh0pdiL_VgBuOlfUstyJdrmC5TUm1sfFHj-uJbGTkIy5bLzNwEiV1w7t4dOqsP8DsqRaGq1s8M3qNy_5DUuB2eKkgjV8hBza7A53IXp62LkS_tIKzrk3EcGI82EzXF3CEyFNGUi9isDzFu4/s320/Shoes.jpg" /></a></div>I also made the decision this morning that if I really hate the treadmill (and I do!) I don't have to work it into my cardio routine during the week. I try to mix up my cardio, a couple days of the StairMaster (my favorite!), a day or two of the treadmill, the spinning cycle, crossramp and elliptical. On treadmill days I'm miserable. <br /><br />The reason I hate the treadmill so much is that I can't jog anymore. I've never mentioned this because it makes me feel so old, but since I twisted my knee last year it's never been the same. Running is just out of the question. I can slowly jog (4.5 mph) for ten minutes then it starts to ache and hurt. I really don't like getting old, but this is a sure sign of becoming elderly. Bad knees. That damn treadmill rubs it in my face every time I get on it. The young twenty-somethings are running up a storm next to me. There I am, the old lady, walking (uphill, but it's still not as cool as running).<br /><br />My decision this morning was to hell with the treadmill. I hate it, and I'm not doing it anymore. If I want to do the StairMaster seven days a week, then I'll do what makes me happy. <br /><br />Now I'm back on track with the exercise, and I'm actually looking forward to trying some new lower body exercises tomorrow. <br /><br />The next step is to figure out how to get back to tracking my food. I'm not settling for 176, that means I'm going to have to track my food. 176 is <strong>not</strong> good enough.<br /><br />Pictures from my walk at lunch today...<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><em>This is so strange, but a lot of the flowering trees and bushes are blooming. It's still February. We've had snow in March in past years. I hope winter is really over, but like I said, it's February in Seattle (and sunny...a total freak of nature)!</em></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRrOLLBLnmNo3i_L_KBKFr_6TsXRRVmbgWkj_frNZ9oDGsQOR0rndiR6M59VuqtCQjs15ceRBvcDwzCevx_2H-ZBmveC3BPv1ohsfRtDT_x4dqDqTJOdlDymDDtThbsdOySgOeyS4pCskK/s1600-h/Flowers2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ct="true" height="231" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRrOLLBLnmNo3i_L_KBKFr_6TsXRRVmbgWkj_frNZ9oDGsQOR0rndiR6M59VuqtCQjs15ceRBvcDwzCevx_2H-ZBmveC3BPv1ohsfRtDT_x4dqDqTJOdlDymDDtThbsdOySgOeyS4pCskK/s400/Flowers2.jpg" width="400" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizJfdSbZNyS_QkYsvfY9LP-MUJmPbV78UDX0jtygM1wyQtxAEPEmkiSxArLpKvZcRJ4_sepOSqRrbgzPZWCdNHFIAa2_LtuNvtIT6un7F0S3puq-HZL0gt6MIRSLXf_oPHDzr1NgGsyxn1/s1600-h/Tree.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ct="true" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizJfdSbZNyS_QkYsvfY9LP-MUJmPbV78UDX0jtygM1wyQtxAEPEmkiSxArLpKvZcRJ4_sepOSqRrbgzPZWCdNHFIAa2_LtuNvtIT6un7F0S3puq-HZL0gt6MIRSLXf_oPHDzr1NgGsyxn1/s400/Tree.JPG" width="400" /></a><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKJwV9x_pEpNDmCzNy9SWSb6DjVo9urezam51U-4y4rjFqUeLQARBVx4YGHs5QBeo0-gEqfeDLv66dRw2GHdjx6QeM2qTk_yi8ncB2x-tGjlW1NN0bSljbwitBbiFPY-ei6rCDU9Xzm0x7/s1600-h/YellowFlowers.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ct="true" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgKJwV9x_pEpNDmCzNy9SWSb6DjVo9urezam51U-4y4rjFqUeLQARBVx4YGHs5QBeo0-gEqfeDLv66dRw2GHdjx6QeM2qTk_yi8ncB2x-tGjlW1NN0bSljbwitBbiFPY-ei6rCDU9Xzm0x7/s400/YellowFlowers.JPG" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><em>View from the parking lot at my office, as I was leaving at 5:30pm. Just beyond the trees is the condemned trailer park, and to the right is the county detention center. It was still a pretty sunset.</em></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAYxV0PoouPxxjHoIs5XsIXccWqv4N9vhz9mKl9zEilaXZ89Z1NTN0uKf3wScPO9Kpuvf6KzcCFeMVL6iQXKbMn1VtCRbQSE-PQH3BwfEM-gW6dZEOgdedi5QdgG6MAlKGnDz88hzqQLc-/s1600-h/ParkingLot.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ct="true" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhAYxV0PoouPxxjHoIs5XsIXccWqv4N9vhz9mKl9zEilaXZ89Z1NTN0uKf3wScPO9Kpuvf6KzcCFeMVL6iQXKbMn1VtCRbQSE-PQH3BwfEM-gW6dZEOgdedi5QdgG6MAlKGnDz88hzqQLc-/s400/ParkingLot.JPG" width="400" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgD1ZkMjKi50vnh9rsYS-bTUIFfCuZP5OcLyqfnzKII_hWIDI8wYI_lf8WIsF4Bbr_egPy72zrH3gR4YZmWWSIL54afuyIbIISThmnZADQHldv4kodPdV2OtFm-hq-MkhILAMAqkBcauJKm/s1600-h/ParkingLot2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" ct="true" height="300" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgD1ZkMjKi50vnh9rsYS-bTUIFfCuZP5OcLyqfnzKII_hWIDI8wYI_lf8WIsF4Bbr_egPy72zrH3gR4YZmWWSIL54afuyIbIISThmnZADQHldv4kodPdV2OtFm-hq-MkhILAMAqkBcauJKm/s400/ParkingLot2.jpg" width="400" /></a></div>

Settling for good enough

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