180.2

<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-error">Argh</span>! 180.2...really????<br /><br />What can I say other than I'm a dismal failure at this weight loss stuff. Instead of losing weight this week, the first week of the new year, I gained 3.8 pounds! That's just the weigh in on my home scales, tomorrow at 7am is Weight Watchers. Since I'll actually have clothes on when I weigh in it'll be even more (unless I amputate an arm tonight and trust me, I'm tempted!).<br /><br />I'm perfect every day, all day until about 11pm. Then it's like I lose my ever-<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-error">lovin</span>' mind! All sense of what's important to me disappears into thin air. I even hear myself saying that I just don't care <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-error">damnit</span>! I'm hungry! And then I proceed to stuff my fat little face with an abundance of healthy food.<br /><br />A banana, broiled chicken, low-fat graham crackers and non-fat milk was my feast last night at 11pm. Not even fun food.<br /><br />All the self-help books' advice, all the weight loss <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_3" class="blsp-spelling-error">bloggers'</span> advice, all my own knowledge of overeating and weight loss seems to just evaporate into thin air. I'm majorly frustrated with myself right now.<br /><br />180.2. Yes, kind of hating myself right now.

180.2

Argh ! 180.2...really???? What can I say other than I'm a dismal failure at this weight loss stuff. Instead of losing weight this week, ...

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